Grandfather was sorta crazy, he wandered the deserts of the southwest, showing up every few years to a random birthday party or family event with his old mule. When he was young, if he ever really was young, they say he was chased into the desert with the other far thinkers because no one could believe that the world might change, that the grass wouldn’t grow anymore and the rains would seldom visit the children of the sky. There he stayed, living among the empty houses of his vanished relatives who escaped the growing sands.
Somewhere along the way, he learned the language of god. In grandfathers youth, his great-grandfathers still spoke to god but they were all gone now. They had long Surrendered themselves to time. God waited alone on the mountains for someone to talk to, but no one remembered how to say the words anymore. The language of god was forgotten, for it was a language of the color of rocks and in the circles inside trees, it was in the tracks of ancient animals who writhed in the mud at the beginning of time, it was in the singing birds and dancing people. From a dusty book? or from his grandfathers who remembered it and spoke the language in their sleep. This language let him hear the great things the earth had to say and he would sit on the edges of great canyons or on the shores of dry rivers, scribbling in his book, always writing something for the future about the past.
In some deserts, he stared at lines of rocks uncovered by desert sands, that ran for miles, sometimes curling into the shapes of the ancient beasts he saw painted on rock walls. He followed broken concrete ditches that led him to the bones of ancient cities, where he wandered, looking to see what the ancestors had to say. He read their words on the walls of giant concrete in the desert, he sat in the seats of the giant iron machines that his ancestors use to destroy the heart of the earth and drain the life waters away. Alone at night, sometimes he aimed his radio at the satellites passing in space and heard their crackled ancient voices as they searched for each other in the dark sky said to be above the angry dust. When the last of the forests burned, he would walk the burnt sands, his feet wrapped in rags against the heat, looking for answers that were hidden for the next generations. The people thought him crazy and anointed him rumors of who they thought he should be and left him alone to wander.
He returned from the deserts, he carried with him, the pictures of birds and green plants made into blankets by his ancestors. He drew the images of corn and the creatures of the ancient world and hid them in rock crevices in the desert. He had stacks of books in the corners of his old house that he read under the orange sky under what used to be a black night sky…